Vancouver Now My Olympic dream is over Kelly VanderBeek Home Medals Results Canadian Results Schedule DaytoDay Schedule Athletes Featured Athletes Team Canada Full Athlete List News Venues Forums Blogs Videos Photos The GamesPast & Present Interactive Features SportsCurling Hockey Skating Figure Skating Short Track Speed Skating Skiing Alpine Skiing Biathlon CrossCountry Skiing Freestyle Skiing Nordic Combined Ski Jumping Sliding Bobsleigh Luge Skeleton Snowboarding EMAIL PRINT REPORT TYPO SEND YOUR FEEDBACK My Olympic dream is overDecember 18 2009 1049 PM Comments45Recommend67 By Kelly Vanderbeek First off thank you for all the notes of support and sympathyFirst off thank you for all the notes of support and sympathyAs many of you have heard by now I suffered a seasonending injury to my left knee during a downhill training run Thursday at Val DIsere France This followed the loss of my teammate Larisa Yurkiw to virtually the same injury the day beforeAt first they thought I had severed all four ligaments in my knee but now it appears I may still have one Ill get more details in the coming weeks as the MRI results come back and I visit with doctors For now my job is to try and reduce the swelling as quickly as possible work on range of motion and do my best to have my muscles in the best shape possible before surgery which will probably happen in about three weeksLooking for a silver liningIm at a loss for words I accepted the risk of such an injury many years ago in order to be able to ski with as few inhibitions as possible but losing the chance to compete at the Vancouver Olympics is hard to understand and accept In my gut I truly believed I was going to win a medal Sitting on the sidelines will be a challenging alternativeAlthough its hard to see silver linings at times like these I am lucky I wasnt injured more seriously I was blessed with very strong knees and I knew it would take a big crash for something bad to happen to them Which it didI wont go into much detail since even writing about the crash itself brings tears to my eyes but I watched video of it last night and saw that I almost recovered twice before going down I figured Id get the experience of seeing the crash out of the way right away so I can start my recovery process both mentally and physicallyI take comfort in knowing I felt good on my skis Thursday I had fun in warmup and I was challenging to the line to see what I could do come race day I had some beautiful jumps that made me smile and carved some turns that felt fantastic I will try and remember those moments before the crash and know that I still love what I doA crepe morphine and a beerUpon leaving my team I joked with them saying this may have actually extended my career since now more than ever I have unfinished business on the hill I also made sure the girls knew how m...